In her exclusive H&H column, Laura pays tribute to her late father, reflects on what lockdown has meant for herself and her horses, and shares her ambitions for 2021...
Just over a month ago, I lost my father to a rare type of blood cancer, and the past few weeks have been most surreal. Lockdown had put our lives on hold, yet such a monumental event still happened during this period and time has not slowed down.
My dad was the most generous man, both with his resources and with his time. He had a vast amount of knowledge on a vast number of subjects and he never stopped educating himself.
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